Helloooo!

Life has been stagnant recently, school's like a rollercoaster ride with the constant lows and the occasional highs, keyboard is slowly improving and chruch well church is the only thing that keeps me rooted and sane I guess. We're having class with the sec 3 kids and it really really makes me feel old when I talk to them, and it brings back memories of when I was their age, haha and I can see the difference be it good or bad there is a difference.

I find it difficult to focus on things sometimes, take music for example, I've been learning organ for like the past 10 years or so, yes a long time i know, but if you ask me to just play a song, any song, I find it difficult to do it. I don't know why, and that's the reason why my keyboard has been progressing so slowly. I really really need to focus, but it's so damm hard.

Recently I heard from a friend that my ex- principal's husband is very sick, he is in a coma now and any moment he can just leave and now it's up to my ex- principal to make the decision of whether to let him go or to let him stay a few more days by prolonging his life with the life- support machine. And she's finding it extremely difficult to make the decision because I quote as she says " I love him too much to let him go, and I hate the decision that I have to make with his life.". I haven't seen her husband or her before for that matter, but i always hear my friends talk about them and I can feel the love they have for the both of them, now everyone is feeling sad and helpless because all of them want to help but can't because there's absoutely nothing they can do. And as I sat in the bus today, it stuck me that life's so so short and how helpless someone can be when faced with problems like these. I prayed for them though, but I know that if God decides that yuup it's time for him to go now, i know he'll go to somewhere where he'll suffer no more. But it's still saddening to see my friends who actually appear strong are so weak on the inside, and I feel sad too. :(

Liting
18
I could sing of your love forever